我就是这样, 不行吗?

难道只有你说的事是对的, 我不能有自己的看法吗?你们根本从来没想过我的干受.说说笑笑对我说难听的话, 很好受吗?但最重要的是你一定要在不熟的人面前这样说吗?我笑并不代表我很乐意听.笑也不代表我赞同你.笑只是用来掩饰我的不开心.笑也是因为我不想和你吵架,翻脸.我知道你很'好',很'完美',但你也不用踩低别人,提高自己.你很高尚吗?我不觉得.对,我就是爱自己一个人,不喜欢人多的地方,我就是喜欢整个地方就只有我一个人.那又怎样?关你事吗?我也不用你在那里说这样那样的.我有我的生活方式,不用你操心.每次只会站在自己的立场去想.永远都是你对,你完美的;我都是错的,我是怪胎.

我是怎么了?

最近不知道为什么,从前的事一直出现在我的脑里.从前从前在一起的事,朋友的事,等等.都一直不断飘浮在我脑海里. 这是为什么?有人可以告诉我吗?是我不懂得珍惜所发生的一切吗?对不起....

don't blame ppl buy pirate copy movie

i believe that everyone know the movie "TWILIGHT". This movie was showed in cinema last few month ago. Unluckly , i were not in kl on that time. So i missed this movie.after i went back to kl, i know that this movie already come out with dvd and cd. I decided to buy this movie althought that was an original. That day i were so so so happy. Once i reach home, i watch the movie.

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yes, movie now showing.

???

why so blur?

few day past , i went to another speedy outlet and ask for change. then they tried a new one for me . but still same. blur blur.

a girl worked there and said "maybe this is the way they shooting"

maybe lo. or their camera not good or the direcroe no skill.

............

yesterday, i went to my cousin's house. i checked on her laptop. i found out she also has the same movie as me. but the different juz mine is original and her's is download from internet.

then wat happen...

i opened the file and watch again ....

WTF!!!!

mine= original= expenssive= blur= soft sound
cousin= downloaded file= free= clear = good sound

this is the reason why most of the ppl buy pirate copy or download from internet.
always call us to buy original. FUCK ORIGINAL.

choose urself . which one u prefer?

ice cream shop

last few days, i were working. i worked as a clerk, a damn boring job. Every morning i follow my parents go to office and then start my boring job. Because of this bored feeling, i start to think to do something interesting.

Find a boy friend ?

No no no.

Guess

I wanna open an ice cream shop

Yes, you're not wrong.

I wanna open an ICE CREAM SHOP

WHY?

I start to thinking. Is it just because of fun ? No. This is not a joke. I'm serious. I like ice cream. I think same for others teenager also, especially in this tropical place. By open an ice cream shop, i can do a lot of thing in the future (just when the shop earn money).I can save money to have my trip to Italy( visit my ex host family), China(the place where i wish to go most), America( study master in 3D After Effect) and still a lot of things that i wanna do. I wish a can do these things by using my own money but not my parent's money.

From now on, i have to rushing the time, to achieve my dream.

my second time at starbucks

wa hahaha ....
two years ago i went to starbucks ...

two years later ...
i come again...
today i come with jian xun ...
at first i wanna come here to do some research and do assignment..
but now...
finally i can online ...
so i keep on do some nonsence things and forget bout my research and assignment...

oh oo...
not enough time dy...
left two more weeks and my sem ends...
must hardworking now....
cannot lazy le....
before tis too lazy le...
cannot do tis again in next sem..
haiz....

bad university life

when i were in secondary school, i always herad ppl said tat fantastis university life..
so i'm looking foward to go to univesity..

finally i went to tarc
i knew alot of new fren..
althought sometimes was sad, quarrel wit fren
but at least i got happy and sad feeling

but now....
in university..

sien....
everyday juz attend to class, go bac hostel, do assignment, then sleep,
tat's all my u life.

wat happen to me ar?
why is different wit wat ppl said?
not active enough ?
haiz...
why de all thing happen in tarc will not happen here..
de all fren in hometown will not find at here...
now no feeling at all...
everyday do de samething...
sometimes feel stay in room better....
no need to think why tis why tat...
juz close up de eyes and sleep .
the life in dream is better than wat is happen in my life...

luckily...
i still hv some frenz tat i can call them when i feel boring...
call them and lala...
accompany me when i bac home ..
shared fun and joy wit me
sometimes giv me supprise..
although we cannot gather everytime but at least we meet up when i'm in holiday
i really hving enjoy...

luckily...
stll hv 1 o 2 fren in hostel...
go watched movie ...
chit chat wit me ...
do stupid act wit me ...

luckily...
still hv sum fren in tarc...
still keep in touch wit me althought i'm not tarcian anymore...

THANKS...........

lost my all picture...

haiz...wat an unlucky day today....
damn sien...
everyday dunno wat to do at hostel...
keep on standing at balcony look at others ppl hv fun at swiming pool.
sien sien sien....
alone go to uob bank bank in checque..
luckily meet up twins ...
but unlucky my phone memory card suddenly self reformat...
oh oh oh...
i lost my all pic
frenz pic, family pic, self pic, cousin wedding pic.....
all gone..